Got my blood test results....

So, I have been stalling writing this....not sure why, just don't want to say it I guess. Anyways, so last week I had got a call at work from Dr Smoot. He had received the result of my blood test. There are 3 classifications: negative, postive and strongly postive. He called personally to tell me that mine came out POSITIVE!! Yikes! He was more or less trying to encourage me to not jump to conclusions yet, that we still needed more testing, starting with the lumbar puncture. I also have to have a memory test, which I have scheduled this thursday. The lumbar puncture is scheduled for Sept 6th. I am really anxious about it. I'm trying to not think about it, but I'm more convinced that it really could be possible that I'm in the early stages of MS....we'll see...